I've been far away, I simply wasn't there.
I know I never left, but I never came.
I didn't even try, to look up where,
You looked at me, you're always same.
You never left my side, you never gave up.
You tried so many times, and searched, called.
I knew, I didn't trust, I did doubt,
and I came before you, walled,
Where did my childish dreams go?
And my undying love?
I know your river flows,
But I couldn't serve.
And then it hurt me, like a piercing wind,
That pride can kill silently, lethaly.
I want to come back, to where I once had been,
Not stay behind and watch gravity.
Please use me Lord, I know you will,
and let my faith be true to you.
Silent my hurt, Lord make my heart still,
And let praise and love, be all I do.
Lord, let my today be yours,
My yesterday the past,
May I know the doors
That do not open dust.
By, Lara